I live in the land of the free and very few have shown me any hospitality. Instead I find layers of Anti-Semitics and bigotry. I can’t believe the home of the brave harbored so many slaves to this day and sent innocent men to their grave! It’s sad to see that justice follows the path that money paved. Hard work and perseverance is no longer admired to much of my amaze. No one wants to further the human race instead they just get by at a steady pace. Our house is built on the bricks we lay. I really want the wisdom that comes with old age in my early days. In order to illuminate all the people on their way a great speaker like MLK with the strength of Malcolm we will defeat adversity as it comes day to day.

I was watching a documentary on the history channel detailing the suicide bombings in the middle east. I just could not imagine someone going into a building filled with people witha bomb strapped to his chest with the intent to kill. I mean life is not all good their set ups at work, false accusations, and many things to ruin all that you build. Does it warrent extracting such a revenge? I know 10 virgins are promised but what if they want to remain virgins? It is great to have faith in a higher power but if you are not spreading love with your actions are you using religeion to portrait fear? when going into the building and seeing children with their parents, the elderly, and some disabled person don't they feel a little remorse? I am not sure would someone shed some light on this way of thinking for me. I mean I been through a lot in this counrty and i am sure others have gone through more negativity. The love in our hearts should bring us together instead of seperating us.

no warning I was just suspended without pay. then a so called investigation was done. the dialogue with the company and I was very minimal. I truely believe if I was a sales rep this would not happen. I have seen sales reps get i trouble with the company but when they bring in new activations and surpass the feature revenue quota those in power tend to look away when it comes to being reprememded. but me a full blitz on first dowm happened. I feel as if I am not over this, who knows how long this has been going on? How many employees went out like this? Who is defending the people and warning them of such pending doom? How long will corprate america get away with such cruelty? I mean they were willing to throw me out of a job because of speculation, the economy is already tough, I live check to check, and good decent paying jobs aren't easy to find in south florida. It;s like they were going to leave me for dead ! now I am not saying that this was their intention but It can be interprated as such. Look at the way this happened, now i am terminated for something other then the original accusation they told me. I definetly will be writing my book about this and selling it to the public for 3.00$ It will be titled AT&T and the EMPloyee. I will also include the cp-workers whom I stll keep in contact with that were terminated from the company in a similar fashions stories too. they have more to say then me. It will be Me and three other former AT&T reps. we were sent through the ringer and I am will to talk about it.

I would one day like to team up with Michael Moore and make a documentary about the everyday lives of those who live check to check in America. the situation is very sad how just making enough to be broke is an endless cycle in America. one company is trying to help they are called Primerica! but I am not 100% sold on their efforts. I would like to share my ideas to see if we all the people who blog here can come up with their own senarios and we submit a script. the only problem is contacting him.

As for that unfavorable statment,"betrayel by a white man" I was explaining a hidden memory in my past. Many of times I have been betrayed a smile to my face and stabbed in the back accured. THe person who has done it the most has always been blonde haired and blue eyes. I once asked out a very beautiful young lady the blonde and blue combo. And she said "I would but do you know how my dad would react if I brought a black guy home"? Another once said while chatting with her friend who happens to be a redhead. "I see you are qetting close to Quest are you sure you want to get with him? imaging if you had babies they would be oreo's". Mr. T from the company also betrayed me by saying "I am glad we got rid of him". I really thaught we were cool because of all the conversations we had and the practical jokes we played on one another. he calle me "a libral hippie doosh" and "I called him a capitalist tyrant". I sincerley apologize for that statmen if it offended you but past experiances has made me a little bitter. lessons I learned is to stay away and live by DTA Don't Trust Anyone! But I love everyone even those who hate me. because when i look at people I see a kind heart first so I show generosity and love in every thing i do for the people.