Should Hilary withdraw? Obama is ahead by a large margin but Hialry thinks she is better for the job then Obama and Obama thinks he is better. I feel Al Gore is Better then the both of them he actually cares about humanity and the earth. We are looking at MCcain as our new president should this persist. be prepared for a hard recession if that comes to past.

Controlling the emotions that control us is the most difficult battle I seem to have in my life. When you are at a picnic with someone who is special to you the sun is setting on a very warm yet breeze day. Nothing went wrong everything fell into place is if another hand was guiding you step by step. You feel at peace, an emotion that grips you all over with a warm calm sense of euphoria. You and your partner look in each others eyes feeling that same powerful emotion connecting you. You are compelled to kiss to complete the connection and become as one. With the right “mojo” connection between a man and a woman bubbling inside of their bodies so much, a more intimate connection takes place. Some people their brain told them this is the right moment, others their heart, and some their gut feeling. I like to call it Mind, Body, and Soul our makeup from the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit he did create us in his own image.
When something goes wrong and everything you do to rectify it causes you to loose more control of the events another emotion stirs up. You find yourself snapping at people being aggressive and condescending. The level of emotion rises and so does your voice with all the negativity that can be mustered up. Then an emotion of I should have comes upon you when you see those you have hurt. Now another emotion of I must fix the wrong I have done appears and you do your best to show everyone you are not a bad guy. When no one treats you with the forgiveness and respect that you wanted a emotion of pain and loneliness arise. All fall under the cause and effect theory for every action there is a reaction.
Our emotions love, hate, anger, depression, loneliness, and many others determine our attitudes. We can control these emotions but do we want to? Does life make us relinquish all hope do to difficult times or our own mind set? The feeling you get from adoration leads to arrogance and your downfall. I am on a quest to find out how to control all these emotions and be a purpose driven man but wait isn’t wanting or have a purpose derive from the emoting of belonging?

On Nov 12, 2007 41 shots were fired with a standard issues police hand gun and killed Sean Bell. Three other black men in the car received an excessive amount of bullets ranging from 8-15. This was not a mob style gang execution this was a case of mistaken identity by the NYPD. On April 3, 2008 the police officer was acquitted of all charges and was suspended with pay for 30 days. Before I get into my opinion please allow me to let you know the demographic that makes up New York’s finest. The NYPD is predominately white men with Italian and Irish ancestry they are 90% of the police force while Hispanics are 5% Blacks are 3% and Asians 2%. It has been well documented that the NYPD hates minorities. Abner Louma was brutely beaten by two Italian police officers and sodomized with a toilet plunger he was unarmed. Amadou Dialou was shot 16 times by one Irish and one Italian officer he was unarmed. Sean bell shot 41 times by an Italian officer he and his friends were unarmed all the other officers who joined in the shooting just opened fire without shots being fired at them. Each one of those officers all were acquitted and received paid vacations I mean “suspensions”. Ever since I can remember I never once went a year without hearing that the police killed a black person in such a manner were no gun was found nor was their any physical scars on the police officers who claimed self defense and probable cause. Justice is blind towards blacks in New York, here in Ft. Lauderdale a group of black guys shot and killed a Broward sheriff deputy. They got away but a bounty of 250,000 $ has been placed on them. A new law has passed were BSO (Broward sheriff Officers) are allowed to use semiautomatic guns. If the law enforcement officer feels the pain and fear we the community feels when one of our own dies from a misjudgment by the one holding the gun why aren’t they doing something to remedy this injustice? Race plays a huge part in New York, if you live in the projects (low income housing) and call the police to report a crime it takes the police 2 hours to arrive where you live. When they do show up it is always a black or Hispanic officer. In Manhattan New York (the white side of the city) if you call the police, 2 squad cars arrive within 10 minutes and all four officer (two to a car) arrive they are white(Italian or Irish). It is a known fact the Italians and the Irish naturally hate black people for no reason at all. New York is the most segregated place I know, everyone lives in a neighborhood that is known to be dominated by their own nationality. They call it heritage pride; all neighborhoods have their own people Jews, Arabs, Blacks, Hispanic, Asians, Italians, and Irish all live in their respective neighborhoods( I am surprised inbreeding hasn’t accrued). Invisible lines making up borders and boundaries have been drawn by gangs and police. No one is allowed to go to the others neighborhood and each race blames the other if a break in to a car or home happens. Needless to say the first to be accused are you guessed it the blacks. We have accepted the fact that we are the most hated race on this earth years ago. That is why most black people do things they like and say fu@k the tradition of others. This is why many black people loved the O.J Simpson verdict from 1995. We feel as if we got one over yes the percentage is bad 1out of 174 that I know. Change will happen one day but until then all the highest position held in NY law enforcement are held and have been held for many years by Italians and the Irish. I am talking from governor to district attorney, Judge to police chief, and Police officer to mafia boss. In conclusion Hatred is running and protecting the New York streets. Can you really blame minorities from not talking to police to help them investigate a crime or the whole stop snitching rule that dominates the hood?