no warning I was just suspended without pay. then a so called investigation was done. the dialogue with the company and I was very minimal. I truely believe if I was a sales rep this would not happen. I have seen sales reps get i trouble with the company but when they bring in new activations and surpass the feature revenue quota those in power tend to look away when it comes to being reprememded. but me a full blitz on first dowm happened. I feel as if I am not over this, who knows how long this has been going on? How many employees went out like this? Who is defending the people and warning them of such pending doom? How long will corprate america get away with such cruelty? I mean they were willing to throw me out of a job because of speculation, the economy is already tough, I live check to check, and good decent paying jobs aren't easy to find in south florida. It;s like they were going to leave me for dead ! now I am not saying that this was their intention but It can be interprated as such. Look at the way this happened, now i am terminated for something other then the original accusation they told me. I definetly will be writing my book about this and selling it to the public for 3.00$ It will be titled AT&T and the EMPloyee. I will also include the cp-workers whom I stll keep in contact with that were terminated from the company in a similar fashions stories too. they have more to say then me. It will be Me and three other former AT&T reps. we were sent through the ringer and I am will to talk about it.

I would one day like to team up with Michael Moore and make a documentary about the everyday lives of those who live check to check in America. the situation is very sad how just making enough to be broke is an endless cycle in America. one company is trying to help they are called Primerica! but I am not 100% sold on their efforts. I would like to share my ideas to see if we all the people who blog here can come up with their own senarios and we submit a script. the only problem is contacting him.

As for that unfavorable statment,"betrayel by a white man" I was explaining a hidden memory in my past. Many of times I have been betrayed a smile to my face and stabbed in the back accured. THe person who has done it the most has always been blonde haired and blue eyes. I once asked out a very beautiful young lady the blonde and blue combo. And she said "I would but do you know how my dad would react if I brought a black guy home"? Another once said while chatting with her friend who happens to be a redhead. "I see you are qetting close to Quest are you sure you want to get with him? imaging if you had babies they would be oreo's". Mr. T from the company also betrayed me by saying "I am glad we got rid of him". I really thaught we were cool because of all the conversations we had and the practical jokes we played on one another. he calle me "a libral hippie doosh" and "I called him a capitalist tyrant". I sincerley apologize for that statmen if it offended you but past experiances has made me a little bitter. lessons I learned is to stay away and live by DTA Don't Trust Anyone! But I love everyone even those who hate me. because when i look at people I see a kind heart first so I show generosity and love in every thing i do for the people.

well the meeting went well. we discust the way this was handled and how it was misshandled. we are still in negotiations with my compensation. (I am not trying to break the bank) I just want justice. As for the sexual harassment charge for some odd reason it dissapeared. So did the speculation of stealing . I don't know what happened your guys is as good as mine at this point. All I am worried about is the other employees that are left behind. I will be writing short blogs here and there tell all the story of how the police are involved and people monitoring my blog. their is a fear right now in me because I really care about my fellow co workers and i am praying they don't go through a situation like I did. I lost two friends in a similar manner. they both has overwhelming accusations against them and were told to stay quite I was terminated on the charge of misuse of company property.

I will post the blog by tomorrow promise