I am all for it my only situation is that I am a dreamer. I want that fellowship that God and Noah, Moses, Daniel, Abraham, and Jesus with the disciples. Ask Seek Knock I asked god for e revelation in my life what career path should I take? I’ve seeked the answers looking for my skills and god given talents in all aspects of what I like to do. I knocked on all doors looking for the right mentor and school. The one thing i feel as if I am missing is a Divine intervention. When I pray I pray expecting to get an answer to my prayers. I pray that I become a successful hip hop music producer and own my own business. With that blessing I will be a blessing on to others especially setting up a foundation in Haiti to teach them the way to manage what they have and make it grow. I would open up new hospitals, schools, and homeland security. I would devise man scholarships for kids who are in need of proper education but cannot afford it. All the knowledge I have i spread it out with my friends and family along with what finances I can. I have sown seed to God with a prayer attached for my music career. But then my brother who is a devout Christian tells me that everything I want to do are all fantasy jobs not real world jobs and God rarely give those out. In my mind I am waiting for big revelations such as the one Jesus gave Saul when he changed his name to Paul or when he appeared to Moses in the burning bush supernatural encounters with the creator of Heaven and earth is my goal. I remember one time while vacationing in Haiti one night I heard a weird noise I never ever heard before. It sounded like a violent wind at first but then the wind started tapping on my window as if a finger tapping. The next morning I asked my brother did he hear the same thing since we shared a room at first he said nothing for five minutes. He then replied yes; but told me to keep my mouth shut and move on with life. I can tell he was scared but as the ever strong person that he is he put on the tough guy routine. The next night I heard the same wind but this time I heard feet running up and down the street with very loud thumps. This time more then just my brother and I heard this. We both went to our parents and explained what was accruing they acted like nothing happened that night and told us to never speak of it again. The third night the violent wind came, back the feet stomping up and down the street was there, and a new sound of iron being scrapped on pavement. My bother and I did not get any sleep that night we stayed up praying for our safety until dawn. The fourth night all noises came back accompanied by a voice of three women signing in shriek like voices.
My parents once again denied hearing all these things and said I have an over active imagination. Around the neighborhood many people were wearing red scarves and white shirts. I thought is was some type of party going on, I was wrong it was a superstitious way of them protecting themselves from evil spirits. Many in the neighborhood heard the same things I heard and they did not deny hearing it they just did not talk about it. They instead went to a witch doctor or voodoo priest to get protection because they felt the evil spirits wanted our attention and they might get violent towards the people in the neighborhood. My mother saw that my brother and I were not sleeping at night so she taught us psalms 91, 35 and 46 in order for us to add them to our nightly prayers. We did and than night all those sound came together in such a violent disruptive manner I never imagined such sounds existed. No harm came to anyone in the neighborhood and the most surprising thing is all those sound accrued before sunrise. As if the morning sun vanquished the evil. The whole night after praying with my brother we had the best sleep we’ve ever had and dreamt peaceful yet similar dreams of being NBA players. We woke up to the noise and the sun shining very bright yet a calm cool breeze was about very soothing as if we were at the beach. That was a feeling I loved so much and wish to experience again I don’t really think I have the words to explain this feeling of calm or everything will be ok some sort of inner peace. In my spiritual quest I feel as if going through and ordeal such as that I can really go through an uplifting connection with all that is holy. I have had other encounters with other dark spiritual events in school, church and even at home all in the USA. I still want that that holy spiritual connection I hold such words like when god tells us “he is the way he will teach us and guide us or when God said weather you turn to your left or to your right you’ll hear a voice behind saying this is the way walk in it” to keep my faith. In my life growing up in Brooklyn NY I never believed in ghost or evil spirits going to Haiti changed my whole perspective when such things revealed themselves to me. Now that I am an adult I want that inner peace feeling that I felt then to reveal the source to me. I know it came from God because that feeling is explained in the bible of the second coming of Jesus.