Controlling the emotions that control us is the most difficult battle I seem to have in my life. When you are at a picnic with someone who is special to you the sun is setting on a very warm yet breeze day. Nothing went wrong everything fell into place is if another hand was guiding you step by step. You feel at peace, an emotion that grips you all over with a warm calm sense of euphoria. You and your partner look in each others eyes feeling that same powerful emotion connecting you. You are compelled to kiss to complete the connection and become as one. With the right “mojo” connection between a man and a woman bubbling inside of their bodies so much, a more intimate connection takes place. Some people their brain told them this is the right moment, others their heart, and some their gut feeling. I like to call it Mind, Body, and Soul our makeup from the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit he did create us in his own image.
When something goes wrong and everything you do to rectify it causes you to loose more control of the events another emotion stirs up. You find yourself snapping at people being aggressive and condescending. The level of emotion rises and so does your voice with all the negativity that can be mustered up. Then an emotion of I should have comes upon you when you see those you have hurt. Now another emotion of I must fix the wrong I have done appears and you do your best to show everyone you are not a bad guy. When no one treats you with the forgiveness and respect that you wanted a emotion of pain and loneliness arise. All fall under the cause and effect theory for every action there is a reaction.
Our emotions love, hate, anger, depression, loneliness, and many others determine our attitudes. We can control these emotions but do we want to? Does life make us relinquish all hope do to difficult times or our own mind set? The feeling you get from adoration leads to arrogance and your downfall. I am on a quest to find out how to control all these emotions and be a purpose driven man but wait isn’t wanting or have a purpose derive from the emoting of belonging?